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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

God gave us time. So?

calvin quoted from someone:

'if you can remember a time in your life whereby your spiritual life is better than in your current state, you're backsliding.'




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there's so many things swirling through my mind right now. what to do how to do when to do what? exam's over (finallyyyy) but i still find myself overwhelmed with the chaotic schedule and additional things to do.. like.. 3 notice boards.. prayer meetings.. rr.. seekers.. seekers additional activities? doulus.. discipleship.. complete phy and chem notes..

i wish i haven't so many things to do and be stressed out on. i wanna focus on my studies.. (duh..)

and the most hateful thing about having everything going on is that i tend to lose the peace i seek and long from God. (ah yes, the devil's way of seperating mankind from God is through busy-ness) have any of you felt that way? i feel unexplanably different when i'm busy doing this or that, even though if it's something for the Lord, like..rr..seekers.. i feel chaotic sometimes.. and like.. i don't feel...peaceful.. like like..something left.. peace left? i don't know howda say.. >.< heh..

and i feel that same way everytime i don't make use of my time to glorify God. and i feel guilty. like.. i just wasted the time God gave to me.. example would be..talking in class when no teacher? being on the computer for no beneficial reason? watching tv.....etc..

maybe i just think too much.. or maybe i'm too much of an introvert that i don't like talking to people or handling crowds.. or maybe i'm too selfish that i spend my time pleasing myself instead of God and He's trying to tell me that..

yea, masa itu emas.. God gave us 24 hours a day (alot actually, if you ask me) and how much do we give back to God? bible says give back 1/10 of what God gave you. meaning..2.4 hours a day back to God?

how many times a day do we think of God, of how to glorify Him, of how to bring the lost to Him. how many minutes, how many seconds do we think about God?

everyday i walk past the walkway in school, past teacher's office, past canteen..and God don't run through my mind as often as many other things. sad isn't it? i know i'm not the only one.

humans are too busy with our daily lives to think about God that we forget He's there. and that's the work of the devil. serpent. -.-



yea, just a jumble of thoughts. howdy guys. =)

Monday, July 27, 2009

1 mark to a beautiful A

i got 79% for my english paper again.. along with hannah.. -.-

me: teacher i write not good meh.. *merajuk*

teacher : *shake head* *corrects herself* *nods head* not good enough..not good enough..

hannah: teacher the essay very good lo...

teacher: yea.. *nods head* *corrects herself* *shakes head* no no good.

astaga teacher don't lie la..... gimme 1 mark and you'll make my day all sunny and bright...

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Lord, let our past remain our past,
let us press on forward.
heal your people, annoint us,
take us to that secret place.
where You have prepared
for those who are weary and tired.

Do not neglect our sorrows.
the scars from before still remains.
and i pray that You will take them away,
for my heart is not for scars but for You.

I know i am far from perfect,
i have yet miles of walking to wisdom.
if this is Your will,
then hear my prayer Lord!
deliver us from ours past.
i wish to start a fresh.

But Lord, Your will be done.
be beside us and hold our hand,
as you take us for a walk.

Monday, July 20, 2009

i hate my irregular mood swings that controls my thoughts. sorry.. >.< =(




you know you're not completely off yet right..

Friday, July 17, 2009

another emo post?

i'm not gonna care about whatever you people think about my many emo post. leave me alone..

i feel like giving up. i feel like blaming you. i feel like ignoring that reasoning part in my head and being unreasonable and ununderstanding. even though it's not entirely your fault.

i don't want it to be another part of my life where i would regret.

you don't understand..

i don't know why do i still wish and hope and fanatise on something which seems so far away and out of reach. promises can be broken you know..

yea i'm ignoring that part of reasoning in my brain right now.. blame my hormones.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

FUCK?

did you know that FUCK actually means fornication under consent king?

a long time ago in somewhere in europe or something, population was so many in a country that the king decided to put up a law. no sex at all, including married poeple, unless they get the FUCK pass thingy to have sex..

so my teacher said..

so main point, the next time you hear people say FUCK, it means that they wanna make love with the person..

yes, a wrong world we live in..



wikipedia said : fuck is a word that refers to having sexual intercourse.

Pathetic emails

i'm sick of people sending me emails like..



"
I'M MOVING TO CANADA!!!!

.......

HAHAHAHA!!! SCARED YOU!!!

It's pretty funny that you opened this cz in the next seven days, you will:

1. Have someone fall in love with you

2. Find a 20.00 dollar note on the ground

3. Go out with the person you like

4. Your best friend will give you a really nice gift

But first, you have to repost this to 20 people with the title: I'M MOVING TO (someplace random)!!!!!

When you're done, press F6 and your crushes name will appear on the screen in big letters.

This is so scary cz it works!!!
"



this is so scary cz it doesn't works. what? the computer is a mind reader and knows who i like. and some particle chemical force in the universe is gonna make sure that all those stuff are gonna happen to me in 1 week. if it doesn't happens then how? who do i sue?

oh btw, it's not funny.. i'm not laughing.. O.o why? are you laughing?

i once received and email on something like this and it said if i don't forward the email then i'll die in 2 days. well that was months ago and i'm still alive. i don't believe that emails determine when i die....

apparantly email lies. and email doesn't even have a mouth...

i bet if i ask the whole world if they forward emails like these, how many times does it actually come true...they'll all come out with a sad disappointed zero answer.







hello people.....

*eats keropok*

i gotta stop eating junk...

does donuts counts as junk? they're chocolate covered.. they're sweet, not junk...

oh who am i kidding..










i don't like cheese so much anymore.. i don't know why...



sour mango rocks!!!


i'm not pregnant.... -.- neither am i old..