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Friday, June 19, 2009

i wish some people would just leave me alone.. feel like my past came back to haunt me.. even though it's just a few simple msges like "hi what are you doing?" or "are you free to chat?"

yea, i'm paranoid of my past.. and even though i prayed once and believed that i was over this issue, i realised i'm not, actually..

and i dunno what to do. i'm living in fear of so many things. yet, God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of power.

but i'm still afraid.. i don't want my past to repeat.

and the only way i see to avoid events from repeating itself is to be biased.

James 2:9 - but if you show favoritism, you sin and are convicted by the law as lawbreakers.

then what am i suppose to do? i would definately rather end the necessary friendship/aquaintance-ship than allow my past year to repeat itself..




a random verse given by edwina while i was typing this emo post up:

1 John 4:4 - You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.



*sigh* i still dunno what to do though..

sam don't emo ba..-.-

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Focus pengetua wa.... (edited)

since my class is so undisciplined yet 'has potential' according to pengetua,

pengetua said he wanted to see us in bilik gerakan after assembly. O.o all of us were scared he'll marah us or something.. haha..

so we went bilik gerakan.. and pengetua talk/lecture/motivated us on our studies/discipline/attitude and stuff.. and he made my class became his focus. O.o pertama kali..uinah.. but now every single hw/nota that is unfinished and we'll get sent to his office..to either be thrown out from school or stand guard at his office for an entire day like those european guards at the palace that don't move..

it's freaky you know.. every teacher use the "i'll send you to pengetua if you don't finish your hw" line now.. -.- and apparantly pengetua's serious about my class.. we can't even go to the toilet without buku urus diri unlike last time.. lol.. our class also had SKAM meaning 'extra class during school hours' meaning focusing on the science subjects more than usual and less of unimportant subjects? i think.. yea only my class apparantly.. -.-

and i found out that 2 of my classmates kena suspended. O.o initially whole class thought they kena buang.. lol..

Sunday, June 14, 2009



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Friday, June 12, 2009

El Niño (edited)

if you guys don't know.. El Niño generally means some heat wave thingy that increases temperature..

and Malaysia is having El Niño. >.<>.<

we should have those fans the china women use..so we can bring them to school to use.. since it's freaking hot in school.. with 2 fans for the entire classroom.. -.-

hey anyone wanna try? crack an egg on top of your parent's car (make sure it's clean la) and put butter so the egg won't stick to the car..and leave the car under the sun or something.. wonder if it'll taste nice..
i lost 1 kg again..
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this is what i get for not satisfying my midnight cravings for food...
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don't emo ba sam.. it's just 1 kg..

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

My absolutuly awesome dinner



i'm gonna have chicken wings for dinner later le... =P =P =P -.-









oh guess what...
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i gained 1 kg!!!!!! yay......
*throws a food celebration and gains more weight*
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sorry ba.. gaining 1 kg big deal for me okay.. it's not easy to gain weight...



but then again 1 kg isn't alot..

*sigh*

maybe i should continue my diet of unhealthy junk food....

but well it's unhealthy..-.-



hmmmm.....

Monday, June 8, 2009

playground's alot more dangerous at night..

had a few family friends over yesterday evening for dinner, since all the mothers wanted to have cooking class by a shanghainese..

and us kids got so bored in my house that we decided to go to the playground outside after dinner.. it was like 9.00+ already by then i think.. haha.. all 11 of us with 2 torchlight ranging from age 6 -17 years old went.

shasha and ing cherng and chealsea and jordan went back to my house after a while, for various reasons...while everyone else stayed in the playground.. hehe.. shasha hurt her leg with the see-saw.. =(

we were playing at the see-saw and wa..punya loud jollie and tasha and chealsea scream.. O.o same family same scream hahaha.. i was afraid the screaming would bother the neighbours.. hehe..


picturesss!!!!









don't kiss me i'm not a les!!


O.o




notice cavan's position. it looks painful.. haha.. he couldn't stand straight right after that. XD


group photo.. jordan and ing cherng and me not in this pic. hehe..




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asia city had discount for times books. bought another 3 =D cheap oh.. yay....

Sunday, June 7, 2009

06/06/2009 aka saturday's awesome, packed-with programmes day

eklektos last night was great. believed many souls experienced revival. thanks to all the people involved.. haha.. especially God. XD

dance did pretty great too, even though it wasn't as good as christmas dance. but then again you can't compare between those two. this dance, we had 5 days to prax only lo.. hehe the dancers did a pretty awesome job even though there were some mistakes here and there.. i wouldn't have done a better job. i didn't even memorize the whole routine. O.O hahaha.. you guys were awesome. tiba-tiba got semangat to dance. haha.. yes, all for God!

oh, i thought worship was pretty awesome. great job guys! =D

thus i end my blog post on 06/06/2009 night side..




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"www.iseeku.com" for praise kids went on pretty cool.. don't be fooled, that link isn't for you to press. it's the theme of the children's camp. hahaha.. i was helping my mom out for the morning part of the camp, even though i wasn't technically in children ministry liao. heh.. we used back the 'artic edge' punya settings and way-of -coordinating and all aka station by station. it was tiring man.. i was falling asleep in the second station liao.. lol.. sneezing alot too.. >.< had to go to the toilet to finish my sneezing cz i didn't want to pass on mucus to 9-10 year old kids..-.- yea, i was taking care of 9-10 year olds.. my team's called "google". XD the whole camp is computer related.. haha..

i really don't know how rodney lasted.. he was in the camp from morning till evening, then had to go dance prax straight away, then staright after that had eklektos and well.. i got a few comments that that boy can dance. XD

and me? i slept the whole afternoon away feeling too tired.. lol..

i wonder if garry brought deodorant for rodney like i told him to.. hmmm....

isaac poong (aged 9 in my class) told my mom he liked me.. O.o he kept holding my hand and said he wanted to be my height when he grows up.. O.o he forgotten my name at first.. my name went from sarah to sabrina to all the other names starting with 'S' but samantha..-.- lol...

and thus i end my post on 06/06/2009 morning side..




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i have arranged for my future daughter to be reserved for my chem tutor's 3 year old son.. future arrangement, my teacher calls it. hahaha.. if i end up with sons i dunno how.. XD

yes i'm kidding.. hey my teacher yang suggested it. XD

I need exercise!! fast!!!!!!!!!!!!






i'm floorball and volleyball deprived. somebody save me from this torture!!! ahhh!!!!

dance prax gave me muscle pain everywhere.. weee..

i don't care i still wanna play floorball and volleyball.. kekeke.. jesschen bring me play volleyball eh.. XD

Saturday, June 6, 2009

My toe in love hall (edited)

i kicked the table in my house and caused my left pinky toe to have internal bleeding a bit.. it's purplish black now.. =/ *geli*

feels like my pinky toe punya nail is coming out..though it's still visibly intact with my skin..

and feels like my pinky toe is dislocated..even though it looks fine..

it doesn't hurt.. just feel very uncomfy..and..weird.......

and i was complaining all about it during dance just now.. complaining actually eases the discomfort a lil.. lol..

and JESSICA CHEN JIA-LE is my worst nightmare..ever..

she threathened to tie me up and take pliers to pull out my left pinky toe punya nail..



ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

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on another note, i'm really proud of dance-included-people for this coming dance. you guys managed to choreo and learn a whole rap hiphop dance in just 4 days.. wow God really was helping us eh.. haha.. even though it's not perfect but i can't say you guys are lousy. i don't even remember some dance steps but you guys do.. whoo!! God is great! haha..

and a very big thank you to my worst nightmare ever for choreo when you're not gonna be here and bearing with my scolding..and garry for agreeing to choreo without any conditions and whatsoever and bearing with my persistantness and the rushing of you to choreo more and more and more..and yet not really seeming appreciative of it. sorry.. thank you guys! =)



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and on another note,
like girl,
it's seriously wrong to flirt with a guy when he's taken..since 2 years ago..
and like dude..
and it's seriously wrong to flirt with a girl and poke her waist and all when you have a girlfriend who doesn't even know you're talking to that girl..


i'm really sick of having to watch this process every week. you know who you are..



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what?

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Sleeeeeppp............

i wanna sleep..

i just wanna sleep..

not like anything's hindering me from sleeping..

i love sleeping..

sleeping is good for me..

since i'll have more energy to dance tomorrow and stuff..

okay maybe i'll go sleep now...




~sleeping make me go all imaginative about super random stuff just before i fall asleep too..sleeping is cool..




but i don't feel like brushing my teeth or devotion..

it's called discipline sam. get your ass moving if you wanna get all imaginative before you enter slumberlame.. *talks to self*

okay..*answers self*

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Faith

was talking with a friend about how people always question christians on our faith. we believe in a God that we can't see? that we can't prove? so why do we believe?

well nobody can see science..nobody can smell science, feel science, experience science.. can you prove that science exist? do you believe that science exist now?

Monday, June 1, 2009

Rap dance oh...

i've never dance to a rap song in my entire life before..except in synergy where the choreo's already done.

i've also never choreo hiphop. it was mainly modern dance that i choreo..

and now.. i gotta choreo rap song punya hiphop dance.. fuhh..and complete it by thursday? orders from boss.. and it's already..monday close to midnight.. oppsies..>.<

how how how how how?

with God all things are possible.. hehe....

at least not only me yang choreo la.. ada lagitu yang choreo.. =D thank you....




~God, let this be for You. fill us with creativity.. hehe.. >.<

Kinarut?

went to visit st paul's church in kinarut in the morning/afternoon just now.. punya main jauh..



entrance of the church on the hill



church bell. =D



this church has alot alot of stained glass.. very nice oh...



another one of the many stained glass



right in the center of the altar on the wall..=)



below the cross.. hehe.. this is where they put the holy communion bread and wine.. fuyorr...



now you know a lil on catholic's church.. haha.. had alot more to take photo of but i didn't take.. hehe..

after that we went papar..which is only a bridge away from kinarut..


my mom got me a lil excited.. said we were going to pantai manis.. but uh well.. this is the pantai.. very bare oh..not alot of trees in sight. a lil neglected by goverment in my opinion.. the sand super fine lo...



baby buffaloes on the beach. O.o



the buffalo was like..3 feet from my car.. took a picture of it and said "hello candy" and then it choked on grass and started at me..
"mummy i think you better drive..now.."



there was a very big roundabout on the beach.. and there were car tracks across the roundabout.. O.o i guess all the drivers malas go around the roundabout. cut across la. XD


i was sleeping in the car on the way up to kinarut/papar and back.. my neck was so stiff after that.. lol.. tu la sam...