I love you

it's easy to say those words 'i love you' to someone. we say it all the time. we say it everyday. to our family members, to our friends, to our bf/gf. but when something goes wrong and conflicts occur, we don't say 'i love you' anymore. we say 'i hate you'.

1 Corinthians 13 : 4-8 = Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails...

note that everytime we say 'i love you' to someone, we're saying all of it in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8. we are promising the other person that we'll be patient, that we'll be kind etc.

so don't go round saying to everyone 'i love you' without meaning what 1 Corinthians 13 said.

and don't let this post hinder any of you from saying 'i love you' to people, however, mean what you say when you say 'i love you'. and when conflicts occur, don't 'forget' about your 'i love you's.

=) come, let us strive to love our neighbours.

Wilson's farewell

you had to leave so suddenly. =( sorry couldn't send you of at airport. it was just too early in the morning. go airport at 4am whattt....

(farewell dinner)



(sabo wilson at beveridge guys house)



(wilson : ''ei, seriously, i wanna vomit already" *make puke sounds*)



bye wilson. =( see you if i see you. fb ya! >.< take care friend..

For the acceptance of Him

i know my spm results are really very disappointing. and i expected alot more than what i got. and i know that everyone else around me expected alot more from me. and i know that i have disappointed practically everyone,

but i realised that i shouldn't be doing things for the acceptance of myself or the people around me, but for the acceptance of God.

while i was preparing for spm, i told God, 'i wanna do this for You'. i wanted to do my best in this final exam, to give every strength i've got to just be able to say those words 'i did this for You God', to make God proud of me.

and i did give my best. i put every ounce of strength and of faith into studying and praying. and i really believed i would get those grades that forecast showed (5As).

but when the result came, i was ashamed. that i was a christian, little Christ, but i was not setting an example in my grades. i was ashamed that spiritually i'm well but educationally i'm not. i felt guilty before God, for getting horrible grades when He has created me to be excellent in everything that i do, that i may please Him.

but after devotion, i realised that in the beginning i wasn't seeking to please myself or the people around me with my grades, i was seeking to please God. so i shouldn't be feeling downcast or ashamed with my grades, because all that matters is whether God is pleased with me or not (and He is. =D )

when you do the things you do, don't seek for the acceptance of men. because that will only pull you down and make you weary and bring you away from God. but if you seek for the acceptance of God, that will be all that matters. (Chambers, March 17)

and i tell you guys, when you get the feeling that God is happy with all your efforts, you won't care about what others think of your work. because all that matters would be what God thinks. and pleasing God is enough the motivation to do greater things for Him.



it is 2.30am and i need to wake up at 3.30am later!! O.o *tidur* good thing no class tomorrow. haha....

This is what i call an awesome dance.

It sucks

it sucks. when you feel as though your dad don't really care about you. when your dad isn't a christian. when you feel horrible during worship because your dad might not end up in heaven. when you keep getting the conciousness to stay in touch with your dad because he might not have anyone else to minister to him about God. but when you try to stay in touch with your dad, he blows it and implys that he malas keep in touch with you.

it sucks to come from a divorced family.

but i realised, this isn't about me. this is about God.

it must suck for God. that He created every living thing uniquely wonderful. He designed nature to be breath-takingly marvelously beautiful. He rules over all the mountains, the seas, the planets, the universe. He sent His only Beloved Son to bear our guilt, but man don't even acknowledge Him. instead, man curse God.

so how am i suppose to bring my dad to Christ? =( when my dad don't even seem like he care to keep in touch with me.

Emo thoughts

that does it. i do not want to know about anyone else's spm result except for hannah's. my instincts were right. my results are really very bad. =( don't ask me what my results are. i won't tell you anyway. *enters into emo zone*

i'm also wondering what would happen to eklektos. is eklektos ready yet for another time of transistion? what would be the outcome?

why does it has to be now? i feel powerless, stuck in aussie here unable to do anything, to help anything. =( gonna miss you, CL..

never expected any of these to happen. i guess it's all up to God's timing and planning. *sigh*