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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

there was a fight outside my school again. it was the chinese vs malay kind of fight. some of my classmates were involved. and they are christians. -.-

i feel like all these fights are really totally uncessary la. i understand that chinese and malay have something against each other but neither side ever tried to understand each other and instead act upon instinct and selfishness.

and what's more chinese always points the finger to malays and malays always points their finger at the chinese. when both side pun ada salah.

''but Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger. when they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them. 'If any one of you who is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her''' John 8:7

and the dumbest thing is that joining a fight (even though it make one feel cool and macho and proud and strong and.....) gets one hurt. those 15 minutes of adrenaline running through ones veins could really cause him/her some injury that might last a long time.

think about it people. violence isn't worth. it for settlement. you wanna fight be my guest and fight through dota (like how garry put it)

'a fool is quick-tempered. but a wise person stays calm when insulted.'' Proverbs 12:16

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

my classmate converted to a muslim.. he was a buddist before..

i feel like a lousy christian. there are so many unsaved friends of mine, and yet i do nothing about it. because i get so caught up with my life. because i'm so overcomed with the fear and embarass-ment of sharing the gospel to my friends. because i'm afraid of the rejection and awkwardness that might come..

i know i'm in this school for a reason. but i'm not 'carrying out my purpose' as well as i should.



there's always talks about sharing the gospel, about stepping out in faith, about the end time and the other usual-famous-topics in relation. and it has always been in practically everyone's spirit, the experience of telling God that we'll step out in faith, we'll preach to our family/friends, we'll be on our best behaviours as so to be an example, and then after a few days the fire just burns out and then we'll not really carry out our promises to God.



imagine God's breaking heart everytime we promise that we'll 'go to the ends of the earth for You' and the next day act as if we don't know Christ.



i asked my friend what made him wanna convert. he said that he experienced dreams about muslim-ity a few times and he believes that it was God or something like that..



and i wanted to challenge him as to saying that the devil gives us dreams too, not only God.



but i didn't..



and after that i went to the library and sat there for a while thinking about this whole issue..



why didn't God give my friend dreams about christian stuff..



why didn't God give every single unbeliever dreams that He is Lord of all..



they probably would have repented of their unbelief and turn to Him.



and i got the answer.



God is the most powerful in this entire universe. He can do everything we weak humans can't do. He can send the whole wide world the exact same dream of everyone bowing to Him and proclaiming He is Lord. but He choosed not to.



there's a reason for us to be alive other than just to believe. otherwise we christians would be taken up to heaven the moment we believe in Him.



God can make the whole world believe in Him by force. but, He wanted us christians to share the gospel. that's why we're alive.



God wants us to share the gospel even though He Himself is mighty and can instantly make everyone believe. but sharing the gospel takes courage and faith. and we mature more spiritually when we share. i don't know about you, but between baby christian and matured christian, even though both are saved, matured christians are way better. for obvious reasons.



and the sad thing is we're all wasting our life away not willing to go up to a friend and talk about Salvation. and we're disappointing God and letting Him down. and the selfish thought of fear of being laughed at and doubt of the responds always tugs at us when we wanna share. but in this whole life, what really matters.. what others think of us or what God thinks of us..

Sunday, August 16, 2009



my phone got into a car accident just now.. at 10.37am outside my house. basically dropped my phone on the road when i was getting into uncle's car and then my uncle ran over it. i know, so dumb.. -.- anyway, i'm using a phone from my mom's office now. lousy but it works. but i lost like half my contact. and somehow i lost those contact that i kinda use more often.. so if you see your names below or (if i missed out any) msg me sometimes, gimme your number again. sorry to bother. my number's still the same though.


jess chok
daniel chen
my sis's kk number

i was gonna put samson's number in but then he msged me liao.. and obviously it's him.. nvm..

can someone give me david gan and justin chen's number?

and teacher roseline and teacher kenneth..

and evon and jons and luzeey and rica..









on a brighter note, school gave me 2 pens cz i got 38% for my add maths.. =D -.- hannah got 4 pens cz she passed. -.-

hey it's gel pen. expensive de lo..



they even had a pretty ribbon tied round it. it soo made my day that day.. haha

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

i'm being home quarantined from school till monday... my classmate (umara) contracted h1n1 and went to school unknowingly and probably hopefully not spreaded all the virus around the class. another classmate (izzat) had fever and started vomiting in school..

i'm still well and healthy and bored though.. i don't know if i'm a carrier of h1n1, i sit 1 table away from umara..

it's a good thing that ivy's not sick anymore. she sits directly behind umara..



i don't know if i'm allowed to go eklektos this week. i'm not allowed to go tuition currently.. =(



well look on the bright side sam, at least you get holiday....