Testimony : No fight

as some of my friends and i prayed, there was no fight today. no squabble no nothing. except for eye-piercing stares from the big bully.

it's amazing how God controls everything.

today, my friend (the one yang was suppose to be beaten) told me that 2 guys that were initially against him came up to him and apologied. they admitted that they didn't wanna beat him up (cz he's their friend too) but they kena rasuah. and they both decided to tolak the rasuah from the girl and help him instead.

and everyone that was siding with the girl and the main bully yesterday seem to side with my friend now. =D nobody wants a fight though. except the girl and the bully. keke..

today before class ivy and evon and a few others prayed for this whole thing. and we made a plan to prevent the fight from happening. we realised that as long as my friend was either surrounded with girls or surrounded with guys that can fight, the bully won't attack.

so, everyone seems to be with him everytime now. lol. we'll have to keep this going till end of spm. after that, they won't be seeing each other anymore so it'll be fine. =)

isn't God just simply remarkably awesome.. He watches over all. =D

Testimony : The supposingly confirmed fight called off!

i know i'm not suppose to be on the computer now, but i'm excited. XD 2/3 fights happened today. o.o

one of the fights included many of my friends/classmate. lets just say my dear friend got into trouble and was suppose to defend himself from a bunch of tall, strong-looking, mean, and either muscular or not all that fit guys. he only had one loyal supporter to help him. i was convinced that he's the innocent one and was on his side, and being his friend, was really worried for him. so i got together with evon and ivy and we did a short simple prayer that everything's gonna be alright and the fight will be called off. they made a deal to fight in my friend's house opposite school. basically so that no school authority (principal, teacher, pengawas, school guard......) can stop the fight. it's in a house after all, they would be trespassing.

so after school everyone (and i mean practically everyone) flew to my friend's house to witness the fight. me and hannah ran to the gate of his house and watch. a fight didn't errupt, but instead we saw my friend being pulled by 2 girls towards the gate. the fight was called off! one reason was because my friend had only 1 supporter and another reason was cz the guys wouldn't dare to hurt any of the girls. and the girls knew that and took advantage of it and prevented the fight from happening.

it's such a miracle. if i wasn't a christian, i would have believed 100% that my friend would end up bloody and hurt. and cz we prayed and believe, God stopped the fight from happening. =D

now the tension is going to be on tomorrow. pecutan ends today for this week and tomorrow, me and my friend and ivy and hannah will be in the same class, together with all the ones that wants to beat him up, including the girl. things are gonna get interesting tomorrow, but i believe that God will have mercy on my friend (unbeliever though) and save him from being slashed.

i'll try and post up another testimony on this tomorrow, if i'm not too busy. heh.. =D

state your faith right.

unbeliever
me

what does your God (or bible) says when there's this person, he's always very confident and stuff. and now his confidence is stripped. and people around him are trying to change his ways.
uhm.. wait. i'm not a bible dictionary.. lol *thinks*
oh.. i actually though you were.
uhm.. don't grow weary..?
that's all?
*nothing to say cz can't recall everything*
plans are made but in the end it doesn't go according to your own way. that's life.
we believe that we can plan things ourselves but He is in control. our plans do go wrong. but we believe that things happen for the better. =)
well, that's faith.. i don't really believe................................*stands up and leave*
*never got the chance to ask why doesn't he believes in God*

main point is, if an unbeliever were to come up to any of you and question about the bible, are you able to to state it right? or are you going to humiliate yourself and christianity by giving lame points..like me.. >.< =(

read the bible more. remember more. meditate more. understand more.

*sigh* i feel like i've let God down again..

Forecast SPM 2009

malay - A2
english - A1
maths - A2 (suppose to be A1 but teacher call me write myself and i wrote wrongly -.-)
add maths - C6
physics - B3
chem - B4
est - A2 (or A1, i forgot)
sejarah - B3
moral - A2

my sejarah and moral got higher than my add maths and chem!! >.< =( gahh.. nvm.. i prayed before going up to add maths teacher for my forecast. cz she gets mood swings.. and i guess a C6 is what i deserve.. =(

system changes during our batch, sadly.. no more A1, A2, B3, B4, C5, C6, D7, D8, E9.
now, it's A+, A, A-, B+, B, C, D, E. or so i heard.

so devastating the news for fellow 5s1 student. scholarships are now not for straight A1 students (90%-100%). scholarships are limited instead, to straight A+ students (95%-100%). the target is set on a bar almost impossible to reach..

PECUTT!!!!!!! 3 weeks away spm peeps. get your books in your head!!

the mommy got scared by the baby... XD XD



hello everyone..

i've gotten all the subjects results for forecast except for chem and add maths.. glad that my forecast results are pretty high (for my expectation) but kinda worried if i don't reach that target for spm.. that would be a total let-down.. =(

why am i born in the same year as alex and derek and cavan.. why do they happen to be my family friends..

why are derek and cavan like ultra smart. their forecast are like full As or something..

i figured.. between me and alex, either one of us are gonna get whipped for our results when we get our results back. because naturally parents would be comparing their kids' spm results. who got higher and stuff.. and the one with the lowest mark would be like..outcast.. and the one with the lowest result would either be me or alex.. after samantha ong.. that one, can't blame her la.. >.< i think

okie study time.. sejarah!!

sejarah is actually pretty interesting..... O.o

Miles Brown - 4 year old hip hop dancer

they call him the second MJ.. O.o



i think he's awesome. i think garry needs to see this. XD

mom-purple
me-blue

[for you non-ly information, pecutan is the reshuffling of classes again process whereby it happens like about a month before major major exams..like SPM..]

[my class this year is 5s4]

mummy!! i got into 5s3 for pecutan!
oh, okay....
*-.- =(*
hannah got into 5s2 oh..
how come she can get into 5s2 de?
*=(*

*the next day*

when you were in 5s3 you didn't appreciate it. drop to 5s4 because you didn't concentrate on your studies. now you see la.......etc etc


my mom has been wanting me to go to 5s3 for pecutan for a while now.. and when i finally get into 5s3, she reacts like nothing important/fabulous happened or something. =( give me some positive responds la.. i work so hard. it's not all that easy to go up one class. especially in 5s4. considering all the teachers hate my class and no one listens to teacher when he/she teaching and i don't have alot of competitions except for hannah who happens to be a born genius.

this same thing happened when i got 1st in class. i know it's not a big deal for 5s4, but give me some credits and motivation ba. all she said was:''oh that's good *hugs* ''. i almost cried.

it bothers me the way some people that i'm close with, when something awesome happens, they just say:''oh, okay'' or something to that extend. i thought they would like..share my joy or something.. -.-




internet finally works! after so longggggggggggg........................... -.-

why do you serve God?

sometimes i wonder of the purpose you serve. maybe you're not at the age to understand yet. or maybe i'm degrading you or judging you.

still remember the words of datuk paul: 'people serve in church not for God but for themselves. you serve in the ministry where you enjoy yourself and laugh all the time. but in a ministry where you get taken from your comfort zone or from your satisfaction or from your joy, you refuse to participate. you say that God doesn't want you serving there, it's not your call, not your talent etc because mainly, you don't find joy in serving. how do you know, really, if God doesn't want you to serve in that ministry? by your feelings and emotions?'

gahh.. now i see what he said is true...

i really don't know the real reason of you serving. we are all very well trained to say 'i serve for God. i'm on worship team for God. i'm on dance team for God. i'm in usher for God. i'm in media for God etc.' so asking you why you serve would be pointless.

i really have this gut feeling in my heart that you serve for the face. i can see so obviously. you boast to others about your participation in everything. you tell of how you did this or did that. there's hardly a week in church where you're free and not serving that specific day. and you're proud of it. you're proud to tell everyone that 'you're doing this all for Him.'

is my point clear? when we serve (notice the 'we') pride comes in. pride is the stepping stone to the downfall of leaders. pride is invisible and well hidden. pride can go unnoticed for a very long time (like like cancer) and when it had been left alone for too long, it eats you up. and i admit it. i had to battle pride while i was in ministry. therefore i don't blame you for having pride.




i thought all that i have heard, all the gossip, overprotectiveness, misunderstanding, lack of trust, division, i thought all have faded after a year. i thought the inside and the outside of the church was one and united. and recent issues have proven me wrong again. i hear tales of misunderstandings andoverprotectiveness again. i see the lack of trust and the judgemental looks everyone has. i see pride.

let not the work of the devil divide us.

come on church! i know i'm not an official leader anymore. but if this goes on we will be the same as how we were last year. everyone would end up hurt. i really don't want this to happen again. i know no church is perfect. but all i'm asking is to stop pointing the fingers and strive of the disapperance of pride. if you think she's so bad, let God judge her. let God take control. you have no right to say that about her just as i have no right to degrade you.

i know her heart is pure. but is yours? don't tell me you doubt her. tell God with a pure heart that you serve for Him.

did you know? sib likas malay congregation, they take their ministry really seriously. they cry when they serve because they serve totally for God. their heart is 100% for God. that is how humble they are. in my 5 years, i haven't seen that happen in eklektos. and how i wish we would all have that kind of heart to serve.

this is not the time to allow pride to enter. bible said (don't know where but something like) if your right arm causes you to sin, cut it off! it is better for you to lose your arm than to spend eternity in hell.

God unite us.

how are You going to unite us?

through people like me that think too much la..-.-

*sigh* i don't know what to do with people that aren't in the same lane of thinking.. comments?

this post, is dedicated to miley cyrus

i'm not those kind of people that are madly in love with miley cyrus and dream about her every night. nor am i those that loathe her and wish she didn't exist. i'm those kind that think she's good with acting and singing.

but

i think miley doesn't realise that she's famous world wide. if she does, she would not be dressed in outfits exposing her boobs halfway. yea miley we know you have boobs who doesn't..

gahhh.. miley is so looked upon. i wish she would bring real benefit to the world instead of just movies and songs and generations of 'i-love-miley-cyrus-therefore-i-will-eat-and-sleep-and-breathe-and-do-everything-like-her'. i understand that being famous is really hard for her considering her age and all but dressing with oufits that gets guys high and dancing like a [i-would-not-say-anything-offensive] is really telling every girl to be sluts and sex-oriented.

i'm not trying to degrade miley cyrus. i think she's really talented and that she impacts the world hugely. but does she impacts for good or for bad?

wonder where all her moral values went. when ordinary life disappeared, ordinary moral values disappered too i guess. and fake values came up. such as 'you must tell the world that you'r sexy and hot or you won't be loved' and stuff..

miley is a christian. that's good. but it seems that she's only a christian by name. what point is that then?

quotation from eduardo verastegui's english tutor: if you honour and love God then why do you offend Him with your life? (something to that extend)

i use to think that miley cyrus was different. that miley was real and was ready to show the world what's right. but i was wrong.

miley, why do you offend your Creator and Saviour?