ps: i don't expect anyone to read untill the end. you guys won't understand what i've written. XD
how come the ant bite me oh.. yerr.. i got treat any of you bad meh.. i didn't kill your friend/uncle or something when he wanted to eat my pear.. yerr...-.-
EST aka English For Science And Technology can be quite annoyingly freaky and such a drag even though it's partly easy. somehow EST always keluar Bio questions. and sometimes it's about blood and scabs and injections. and somehow this exam, they keluar questions on blood and scabs and injections.
i felt so bleehhhh when i was doing the questions. yyeeeeeeee........................... bbrruullleeehhhhhhhh............... *geli*
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would you stop thinking of how bitter and horrible your life is? or past, to be exact. yea sure you had to climb mount everest. can't you think of the joy and pleasure of climbing it rather than how horribly cold the whether is and how the sun hardly shines there and how there are hardly any flowers there? can't you focus on the positive side on things than on the negative? if you believed that your life/past ain't the most horriblest thing ever you would be much more happier than you are now. the past is suppose to remain as the past. not the present. the past is suppose to teach us positive stuffs, not negative, not suppose to be an excuse for us to be bitter.
i'm sick of this man. since last year for goodness sake. and what more you always come to me and expects answers from me. nothing wrong with that. i don't mind. but what pisses me is how you go against what i say. you go against the bible. you go against the truth. ''...and the truth will set you free.'' clearly stated in the bible. you don't believe that do you? so the fakes and lies sets you free. do you know what's free? free means not being under the bondages of sin. so fakes and lies sets you free from bondages of sin? that true? what kind of colourish law would that be? i don't understand how you can't differentiate white and black. you're not colour blind. so for goodness sake stop lying to yourself and pretending about everything. i'm sick of all this. all this whole "sam what to do" then going down the wrong lane seemingly on purpose for what i dunno to get my attention? is it cause of the whole stealing friend thing? can't i have other friends as well? what's with you two oh..-.-lll
and what's with playing 'helpless yet adorably cute female' with me. firstly, if you haven't noticed, i'm a girl. i wear skirts and heels and i don't get high with your fake high-pitched voice whenever you act cute. secondly, you not enough love is it? dogs would love their masters very much, you don't have to put up your 'helpless yet adorably cute female' mask. thirdly, how come you got so many masks one? one minute helpless yet adorably cute female, next minute murderer with a dagger. then a little baby playing on the clouds. then a smarty high-class girl trying to seem as if she knows it all and is the boss. and then, a really nice girl that cares about everyone. and then, a girl that............... what is it with all your mask? i like the normal you. wait.. now which is the normal real you? now seriously, i don't know.
how come the ant bite me oh.. yerr.. i got treat any of you bad meh.. i didn't kill your friend/uncle or something when he wanted to eat my pear.. yerr...-.-
EST aka English For Science And Technology can be quite annoyingly freaky and such a drag even though it's partly easy. somehow EST always keluar Bio questions. and sometimes it's about blood and scabs and injections. and somehow this exam, they keluar questions on blood and scabs and injections.
i felt so bleehhhh when i was doing the questions. yyeeeeeeee........................... bbrruullleeehhhhhhhh............... *geli*
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would you stop thinking of how bitter and horrible your life is? or past, to be exact. yea sure you had to climb mount everest. can't you think of the joy and pleasure of climbing it rather than how horribly cold the whether is and how the sun hardly shines there and how there are hardly any flowers there? can't you focus on the positive side on things than on the negative? if you believed that your life/past ain't the most horriblest thing ever you would be much more happier than you are now. the past is suppose to remain as the past. not the present. the past is suppose to teach us positive stuffs, not negative, not suppose to be an excuse for us to be bitter.
i'm sick of this man. since last year for goodness sake. and what more you always come to me and expects answers from me. nothing wrong with that. i don't mind. but what pisses me is how you go against what i say. you go against the bible. you go against the truth. ''...and the truth will set you free.'' clearly stated in the bible. you don't believe that do you? so the fakes and lies sets you free. do you know what's free? free means not being under the bondages of sin. so fakes and lies sets you free from bondages of sin? that true? what kind of colourish law would that be? i don't understand how you can't differentiate white and black. you're not colour blind. so for goodness sake stop lying to yourself and pretending about everything. i'm sick of all this. all this whole "sam what to do" then going down the wrong lane seemingly on purpose for what i dunno to get my attention? is it cause of the whole stealing friend thing? can't i have other friends as well? what's with you two oh..-.-lll
and what's with playing 'helpless yet adorably cute female' with me. firstly, if you haven't noticed, i'm a girl. i wear skirts and heels and i don't get high with your fake high-pitched voice whenever you act cute. secondly, you not enough love is it? dogs would love their masters very much, you don't have to put up your 'helpless yet adorably cute female' mask. thirdly, how come you got so many masks one? one minute helpless yet adorably cute female, next minute murderer with a dagger. then a little baby playing on the clouds. then a smarty high-class girl trying to seem as if she knows it all and is the boss. and then, a really nice girl that cares about everyone. and then, a girl that............... what is it with all your mask? i like the normal you. wait.. now which is the normal real you? now seriously, i don't know.
i'll like to help, yet the last choice is yours. are you really willing to be the real you, leading a real life with real meaning and real joy from the Lord? being a true christian instead of only just by name? are you willing to do the right thing even if it might hurt you (how i have no idea), even if it might take years to regain back what you have? or are you willing to live your life temporary on earth with happiness and contentment with doing whats not right and end up living a lie? make the decision yourself. God wants to help you, to release you from burdens. but first, love God. you know very well you don't. God bless. i'm not worthy to say all this actually. not my place to judge. not my place to be proud and believe that i'm right you're wrong. not my place to believe i'm better than you are. heh. anyway, quote from some movie: it's not to late to turn back.
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