Wu liao oh.. XD

hi..

i no mood liao. wanted to post up a long post about my day and stuff. but blogger cacat. -.- can post, but also got some html mumble jumble stuff. -.- so only can paste simple post..like this..

anyway,




hi hannah lee pei li.




lol...

It's mother's day!!

for my mom.. hehe.. got her something else also. =D from me and my sis. =P

went out shopping with my mom and alex's family to warisan.. bought some books le...... yay.... ahhh...i feel like it's samku's day instead of mummy's day. hahaha.. i shall drown myself with storybooks now. =D =D

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it's pathetic....the way you're acting, seriously. never have i once recall hurting you in anyway or not being there for you, except for the stealing friend thing which is plain obvious is not my fault. i sacrificed so much of my life for you. yet you called me your enemy. you use to ask me to teman you msg. now you don't even wanna msg with me. i didn't do anything wrong okay? you're just reluctant to live the truth. therefore i become your enemy? is that how you're gonna punish me? for buying the thread and needle for the seamstress to sew you into a beautiful dress?

fairy-tales don't happen. it never does. especially when you're a christian. God never promised us an easier life as christians. God promised a harder life, in fact. but in the end we get to be beautiful dresses while the others are just plain old boring cloth. life here on earth is only temporary. after death, either we go to heaven or to hell. i'm not stating where you're going. but i'm asking you where you want to go. do you wanna enjoy the pleasures in life and later endure the worst of the worst torments? or do you wanna suffer a bit on earth, and experience a truly wonderful and beautiful time on heaven with no worries no nothing? if you think living on earth is already hell, try reading all those testimonies on people having visions on what hell is like. it's not easy to get into heaven you know. even missionaries, evangelist, pastors, some end up in hell. what happen? i dunno, maybe they lost focus on God.

btw, check this out.. (also for those that did not go ec during p2p - Passion 2 Pray)



can you believe how tiny you are? God created all these, so simply. yet He loved us the most among all. He even sent His only son to die for us. can you understand just how much God loves you? yet you're willing to live your life like this, running away from His word. aren't you being a selfish?

what i'm trying to say is, don't close the door. don't live in denial. you know the truth. let it set you free then.

there's alot of others that i feel like spitting out here, about how i feel and everything. but probably it's not a wise idea, since it'll turn even more to a negative post . -.-




~ you never did listen to any of my advices. but just this once, please don't close up. He has so much in store for you. yes, i cry for you many times. but God shed many more zillion tears for you. He loves you so so much you can't even get the slightest idea why and just how much. this isn't how you're suppose to treat Him.

EST + ramblings which doesn't really makes sense

ps: i don't expect anyone to read untill the end. you guys won't understand what i've written. XD

how come the ant bite me oh.. yerr.. i got treat any of you bad meh.. i didn't kill your friend/uncle or something when he wanted to eat my pear.. yerr...-.-

EST aka English For Science And Technology can be quite annoyingly freaky and such a drag even though it's partly easy. somehow EST always keluar Bio questions. and sometimes it's about blood and scabs and injections. and somehow this exam, they keluar questions on blood and scabs and injections.




i felt so bleehhhh when i was doing the questions. yyeeeeeeee........................... bbrruullleeehhhhhhhh............... *geli*

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would you stop thinking of how bitter and horrible your life is? or past, to be exact. yea sure you had to climb mount everest. can't you think of the joy and pleasure of climbing it rather than how horribly cold the whether is and how the sun hardly shines there and how there are hardly any flowers there? can't you focus on the positive side on things than on the negative? if you believed that your life/past ain't the most horriblest thing ever you would be much more happier than you are now. the past is suppose to remain as the past. not the present. the past is suppose to teach us positive stuffs, not negative, not suppose to be an excuse for us to be bitter.

i'm sick of this man. since last year for goodness sake. and what more you always come to me and expects answers from me. nothing wrong with that. i don't mind. but what pisses me is how you go against what i say. you go against the bible. you go against the truth. ''...and the truth will set you free.'' clearly stated in the bible. you don't believe that do you? so the fakes and lies sets you free. do you know what's free? free means not being under the bondages of sin. so fakes and lies sets you free from bondages of sin? that true? what kind of colourish law would that be? i don't understand how you can't differentiate white and black. you're not colour blind. so for goodness sake stop lying to yourself and pretending about everything. i'm sick of all this. all this whole "sam what to do" then going down the wrong lane seemingly on purpose for what i dunno to get my attention? is it cause of the whole stealing friend thing? can't i have other friends as well? what's with you two oh..-.-lll

and what's with playing 'helpless yet adorably cute female' with me. firstly, if you haven't noticed, i'm a girl. i wear skirts and heels and i don't get high with your fake high-pitched voice whenever you act cute. secondly, you not enough love is it? dogs would love their masters very much, you don't have to put up your 'helpless yet adorably cute female' mask. thirdly, how come you got so many masks one? one minute helpless yet adorably cute female, next minute murderer with a dagger. then a little baby playing on the clouds. then a smarty high-class girl trying to seem as if she knows it all and is the boss. and then, a really nice girl that cares about everyone. and then, a girl that............... what is it with all your mask? i like the normal you. wait.. now which is the normal real you? now seriously, i don't know.

i'll like to help, yet the last choice is yours. are you really willing to be the real you, leading a real life with real meaning and real joy from the Lord? being a true christian instead of only just by name? are you willing to do the right thing even if it might hurt you (how i have no idea), even if it might take years to regain back what you have? or are you willing to live your life temporary on earth with happiness and contentment with doing whats not right and end up living a lie? make the decision yourself. God wants to help you, to release you from burdens. but first, love God. you know very well you don't. God bless. i'm not worthy to say all this actually. not my place to judge. not my place to be proud and believe that i'm right you're wrong. not my place to believe i'm better than you are. heh. anyway, quote from some movie: it's not to late to turn back.

Dentyne and Extra

accidentally stepped on ants just now.

sorry anties.. you guys are so tiny.. and i'm one big clumsy girl..

*after a while*

. . .

*troods on another group of ants*

opps!! -.-

sorry sorry sorry....

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felt as though i lost some weight.
but it's not like i didn't eat or anything, cz i did..

and i ate alot today..

i ate a meal during recess..pretending it's lunch..
when i usually don't eat during recess..
i drank an extra big bowl of soup for lunch.
i had 2 chewing gums... (okay so fine it's not eating..)
i ate a small piece of hershey's chocolate..
i had a bowl of cereal for tea..
i had pear for tea..

is that alot? i dunno.. why do i have cravings so much..
maybe i'm depressed.
about?
i got B for my english.
again.
isn't it depressing?
78%
2 marks away from a beautiful A.
the one subject which i can only score A in. appart from EST. maybe..

i've never gotten and A for english since form4.
except for excel1 which is this year.
which was 81%. a hair's breath away from B.
and UB1. which the whole paper was based on The Pearl only. -.-
and which a girl with broken english managed to get 90%
while i only got 86% or something.
sorry for not being contented and pointing out your not-perfect english.
heh..
maybe teacher doesn't like me.
i think i ego my english too much..
hehe.. sorry teacher..

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i'm gonna look for junk food now i think... since i can't really study. even though tomorrow's phy1 and chem1 exam. due to the heat. and constant cravings of chewing something. no i'm not going back to extra chewing gum. my dentyne chewing gum finish liao. and i'm doing a silent protest against how i don't have dentyne anymore. by uh.. hurting extra's feelings..by not eating it...

i know la.. very easy. go buy dentyne, problem solved. but do you know how expensive dentyne is? it cost like rm5. i think. and i thought i only bought it last month. and it's only the beginning of this month.. and it's not like everywhere sells dentyne. parkson doesn't have it. apparantly extra is more famous/popular/well-known than dentyne. nnnnoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't worry dentyne. i'll help you get even..


*growls at extra*
you think you very good is it? ha? ha?
well dentyne is sugarfree
and even though you are too,
dentyne splash has a cute container for the chewing gums
and even though you have them too,
dentyne helps with the cleaning of teeth.
and even though you do too,
dentyne splash is strawberry flavoured.
and even though you have 5728 other flavours with different containers each,
dentyne has lime fillings.
do you have lime fillings?
and dentyne's bigger.
you're tiny. and your flavour goes off after like 1 minute? or less..
and dentyne sounds nicer and is easily pronounced.
not like you.. extra..there's such a big gap between 'ex' and 'tra'
and the best thing is..
dentyne's made in thailand.
not china.
not like you.
china made. like china dolls..
wait.. are you made in china? O.o


i'm sorry all you extra fans and extra company workers people.. but i like dentyne. and not extra, therefore i indirectly mock extra.


now i feel guilty for being biased over dentyne and extra
stating how much better is dentyne. -.-




i think i better go look for junk food now.. and then study....


hello ivy pan sui rui!!

chewing gums make me happy. especially those from
dentyne splash yang strawberry flavoured with lime fillings.





i didn't know dentyne came from cadbury..

~cadbury rocks..