WMP

i must be smarter than you are. it only took me common sense and people watching. =D -.-

screw wmp. playing the awesomely emo and precise song.

next song please...

next song again please..

next song again please..

next song again please..

Singapore couldn't have made me sick.. could it?

diarrhoea!!!!!!!!!!

sorethroat!!!!!!!!!

mummy my tummy hurts.. =( owwwwuch....

*to the bog*

oh btw i went to singapore... and i'm back!!!! i miss my own bathroom. XD XD

Pray for broken hearts.

*reads friend's blog post : i hope they don't fight again*

they fought? oh yes i pray that they'll fight more and they break up.. the sooner the better. the worse the break up the better.

quote by teacher kenneth: sometimes you have to pray for the destruction of others. sometimes you pray that God breaks their heart. because people run back to God with broken hearts. no broken heart, no running to God from the backslided.

it's true. if people are in their own cozy world, they won't feel as if they need God. cz everything would be going their way and life would be perfect. but if they are out of their comfort zones, if they are suffering, if their heart hurts, they would turn to God as their last resort.

[isn't it sad the way most christians only turn to God when they need Him.. it's like..being the boss of God instead of the other way round. cz God should be our boss, not us be His boss..]

all throughout spm season i was wondering how come i was feeling so stress-free and light-headed. i even prayed about it. it was out of the ordinary not to have something plucking the stress out of my brain.

and..right after spm, i suddenly felt like..this blow of problems and everything else hits me once again. it was like, during spm season i was sheltered from any distractions, like God had His hand over me. and once spm is done, it's like.. i can feel the heat of things all over again.

thousands of things are swirling through my mind now i don't even know why am i so stressed.. =( i think i needa talk to Gem...

Hi Gem..

SPM day 8 [last day]

[chemistry]

gahhh.. so freaking hard... -.- and dennis told me chem would be easy this year.. -.-

my mind's all in a mess now..

reality hasn't hit yet. it feels like i've not even sat for SPM yet. and.. it's..the end of high school....

i feel sad..yet excited..yet scared.. next year i'll be off to aus. just that statement gives such a big impact. i realised that this will most probably be the last time i can feel so at home and friendly and non-outsider with my friends here. this will most probably be the last time i can contribute to eklektos...and praise kids..

wow.. i'll be off to aus next year. the thought disheartens me. i'm gonna miss my mom so much. and my friends too... =(

Cats meeting

what were the cats doing on the proton car... o.o -.-

chem!! last subject!!! >.< =D

SPM day 7

[physics]

didn't know what to study for paper3 today.. so i just picked one experiment [out the zillions in the ref book] and decided to study that. and prayed..

and when the paper reached my hands just now, i found out that the experiment that i randomly picked to study came out! i was in awe.. like..like..wow......the only experiment that i studied came out. it was almost like a leaked..except i didn't even know that would come out. O.O so grateful to God. =D =D =D

overall physics was kinda easy. =P tricky a lil but easy. paper1 and paper3 is the first 2 papers in the whole spm exam where i had enough time to complete everyhing and recheck.. XD every other paper, basically not enough time. heh. >.<

i know this is a lil late..but..
quote chok quoting teacher dorothy: don't predict, prepare.

ahhh freedom.. you're so close by i can smell your sweet aroma. another few days and i'll be leaping with joy like a lunatic. well, it's okay to be a lunatic. it's after spm anyway. XD

i've a feeling that everyone will be crying during the last paper of chem next week. last paper for spm. last day we'll all be together, officially..

they started crying during class party already.. O.o

by the way,

happy birthday dude! i bet we gave you the best present ever. XD malaysia's ministry of education gave you a pretty good present too. physics paper-easy peasy lemon squeesy. nyehehehe..