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[for you non-ly information, pecutan is the reshuffling of classes again process whereby it happens like about a month before major major exams..like SPM..]

[my class this year is 5s4]

mummy!! i got into 5s3 for pecutan!
oh, okay....
*-.- =(*
hannah got into 5s2 oh..
how come she can get into 5s2 de?
*=(*

*the next day*

when you were in 5s3 you didn't appreciate it. drop to 5s4 because you didn't concentrate on your studies. now you see la.......etc etc


my mom has been wanting me to go to 5s3 for pecutan for a while now.. and when i finally get into 5s3, she reacts like nothing important/fabulous happened or something. =( give me some positive responds la.. i work so hard. it's not all that easy to go up one class. especially in 5s4. considering all the teachers hate my class and no one listens to teacher when he/she teaching and i don't have alot of competitions except for hannah who happens to be a born genius.

this same thing happened when i got 1st in class. i know it's not a big deal for 5s4, but give me some credits and motivation ba. all she said was:''oh that's good *hugs* ''. i almost cried.

it bothers me the way some people that i'm close with, when something awesome happens, they just say:''oh, okay'' or something to that extend. i thought they would like..share my joy or something.. -.-




internet finally works! after so longggggggggggg........................... -.-