i wish some people would just leave me alone.. feel like my past came back to haunt me.. even though it's just a few simple msges like "hi what are you doing?" or "are you free to chat?"

yea, i'm paranoid of my past.. and even though i prayed once and believed that i was over this issue, i realised i'm not, actually..

and i dunno what to do. i'm living in fear of so many things. yet, God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of power.

but i'm still afraid.. i don't want my past to repeat.

and the only way i see to avoid events from repeating itself is to be biased.

James 2:9 - but if you show favoritism, you sin and are convicted by the law as lawbreakers.

then what am i suppose to do? i would definately rather end the necessary friendship/aquaintance-ship than allow my past year to repeat itself..




a random verse given by edwina while i was typing this emo post up:

1 John 4:4 - You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.



*sigh* i still dunno what to do though..

sam don't emo ba..-.-