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it's pathetic....the way you're acting, seriously. never have i once recall hurting you in anyway or not being there for you, except for the stealing friend thing which is plain obvious is not my fault. i sacrificed so much of my life for you. yet you called me your enemy. you use to ask me to teman you msg. now you don't even wanna msg with me. i didn't do anything wrong okay? you're just reluctant to live the truth. therefore i become your enemy? is that how you're gonna punish me? for buying the thread and needle for the seamstress to sew you into a beautiful dress?

fairy-tales don't happen. it never does. especially when you're a christian. God never promised us an easier life as christians. God promised a harder life, in fact. but in the end we get to be beautiful dresses while the others are just plain old boring cloth. life here on earth is only temporary. after death, either we go to heaven or to hell. i'm not stating where you're going. but i'm asking you where you want to go. do you wanna enjoy the pleasures in life and later endure the worst of the worst torments? or do you wanna suffer a bit on earth, and experience a truly wonderful and beautiful time on heaven with no worries no nothing? if you think living on earth is already hell, try reading all those testimonies on people having visions on what hell is like. it's not easy to get into heaven you know. even missionaries, evangelist, pastors, some end up in hell. what happen? i dunno, maybe they lost focus on God.

btw, check this out.. (also for those that did not go ec during p2p - Passion 2 Pray)



can you believe how tiny you are? God created all these, so simply. yet He loved us the most among all. He even sent His only son to die for us. can you understand just how much God loves you? yet you're willing to live your life like this, running away from His word. aren't you being a selfish?

what i'm trying to say is, don't close the door. don't live in denial. you know the truth. let it set you free then.

there's alot of others that i feel like spitting out here, about how i feel and everything. but probably it's not a wise idea, since it'll turn even more to a negative post . -.-




~ you never did listen to any of my advices. but just this once, please don't close up. He has so much in store for you. yes, i cry for you many times. but God shed many more zillion tears for you. He loves you so so much you can't even get the slightest idea why and just how much. this isn't how you're suppose to treat Him.